At night, I've been the black
In dark, I've been the pain
But struggle's what I've never done…
I've always stayed the same
Because I just want to find you
no matter how I'm lost
so I've never struggled to be anyone but me
Still you've tied me to the track
Your heart is just the train
But struggle's what I've never done…
I'm ceded in the chains
Because I just want to feel you
no matter what the cost
so I've never really struggled to get free
All the love I've borrowed---
I never gave it back
So see me as a criminal- so deserving of the pain
Imprisoned by my sorrow,
I'm shackled to a track
staring down the line in the shadow of a train
But I've never really struggled
because
I've never felt
anything on my skin
but all the bitter pain
And I just want to feel you
even if it means
I'll never feel anything again
