A conversation with my only muse, my only love
She says "The light's dimmed"
"I'm sorry", I say to my true love
So many thoughts in my mind
As I look above
It rained today
like tears I say,
Like tears on a newborn's open grave
Although memories flee from me,
It's them I still forgave
It's them I still forgave
The ideas in me are thundering
Like a storm of dreams at night
She wonders what I'm wondering
I see it in her sight
She sees in me
I have something
That I've just got to write
I have something
That I've just got to write
But with no napkin
And with no a pen,
I see that she implores
I say to her I'll be alright
I'll be alright I swore
I just smile as she smiles
We smile a little more
I say "Really
its okay,
I've lost my thoughts before.
I wrote for you so long ago
That it seems I never did
With a love for you just like my pain
The pain I've always hid
In love with you for all of time
In the time that I'm amid
I try to make what I've done
And what's been done undid
I wrote a poem so long ago
Before I ever wrote
I gave it to you while in class
In passing like a note
I gave you words that were mine
Every line by line
I gave you words that were mine
So what, they didn't rhyme
So what, some words were spelt
Kinda, sorta wrong
So what, the poem to you
Seemed so very long
I wrote you what I felt
I always write just how I feel
I play the dreams I'm dealt
And you were always real
And now I've written more
Since my light was shining bright
The first time that I wrote
So long ago that night
Now I've written words
of heroes and of saints
Of an angel's world-
The hell of love's restraint
Of an angel's world-
The hell of love's restraint
Now I've written words
of blind men having dreams
Of loves that come apart
Of loves that come apart
so sadly at the seams
But all of you, they always were
Every single line
Every stanza's breathed the words
I wish that you were mine
The light's dimmed
But I swear
To me it's only bright
I don't even read the words
It's them I only write
For I cant read within the dark
Within my darkest nights
My dreams of you have taken me
And taken all my sight
The light's dimmed,
But I swear
To me it's only bright
I only write of you
Of you, I only write
I said, "I only write of you,
so I don't need much light."